I am Praying for you and your son!! I do know what you are going through as I have a daughter who has 2 cancers and is going through a lot also.Every minute of every day--I cherish and hope to make it special for her. No-one is guaranteed the next day but I do believe when we leave this earth there is a better place for us.Stay strong-love deeply --and cherish every minute as I do.God Bless You Honey--I can relate!!